lucky day everyday

whewwwww today was a long day, haha. went to yunhap to help special kids, cristy? or cristie...'s birthday thing at red robins (happy birthday although you probably wont see this... haha), and got to anahi's late and they were at the rec so.... went there, i'm pro at table tennis now :) jk... but yes. i was in the metro today going to cristy's birthday thing when we were a few amigos were talking about a special kid one of us took care of at yunhap. and how his heart was broken. once i thought about it i was like frick, new blog topic to talk about! theres so much to talk about! haha. but yes. it may be messed up but i always thought that special kids were so special they were just kinda blank? not in a bad way but they coudln't help it.. just be blank. but then i saw this guy who was years older than me and through the appearance and difficulties he has, he was just like me, a person with emotions and just living his life the way he wanted. and that led me to see how hard it must be to have a disability and how we are lucky to be us, being able to follow through what people say, be the average human sort to speak? we can have feelings for someone and be liked back. how hard must it be to be looked at differently, yah know? and i dont mean that in a bad way but frick... i'm always down about not looking so great.. haha but who cares yah know, i have all the parts a human has to function "normally". but thennnnn that made me think that, aren't us "normals" the actual special ones? God gave us the gift of being us and having the abilities to function well and love people while having them love us and being able to express ourselves through words and speaking to one another. man, why does God spoil us so much? and how simple things tick us off like sand.... i hate sand.... but other kids just smile at the fact they are able to breath, walk, and live a life. i hope that i notice that more, and try to be less materialistic about stuff and just be happy with what i have already. yeah... idk where i'm going with this.. haha but frick lets just love and be happy with each other :) be less selfish, selflessness.. i know i need to work on that haha.... cheeseeee :)



frick i was trying to add this video and i accidently put the url... so i copy deleted... the whole blog, thank God for the undo option on the computers :) hahaha