appreciation

i've noticed that a lot of my blog posts are usually talk about the same thing about how i love and thank God for family friends, etc. but these are things i feel so thankful for and i should regularly thank God for yah know? cuz without this magificent people from God, what am i? and another thing of why family, especially friends are important to me is because in my life so many friends have come into my life then left right after. i even lost closest of closest friends thaat were dear to me, but i can't be always thinking about those friends who leave right? cuz i gotta go with the flow and the friends that are still there are truly the definition of a friend. people really influence our lives and usually it hits us hard in both good and bad ways.. i really love everyone in my life who are influencing me in so many ways. this summer has really showed me that fellowship and unity with one another is so important. this one is just a short post but something that is really diggin in my heart is that we never fully appreciate the people who are always in our lives, like i rarely just sit or lay down somewehre to think, "hm, how do all these people really affect me?" i just wanted this post to be just all about those people in my life that play such a big role especially right now, only beginning to grow to live in the real world, in reality where everything isn't so easy wehre we can just go up to our parents and say umma can i have some money. we really need to appreciate everything in our lives. but yeah everyone who have influenced my life and i'm sure you know who you are, i really really sincerely from the bottom of my heart say thank you so much for being in my life, thank you for never giving up on me, thank you for calling my a "friend", and thank you for just alawys being there for me.