family.

family is so important in this world.. no matter what people think of you, your family is there to love you, cherish you, and to keep you going. looking down or disrespecting family is an arrogant move and is something that you dont notice till someone puts some sense into you. its okay to not understand someone, but going to the point that you disrespect them and look down upon them is bad. you need to grow up as a person and learn to differentiate your feelings so that you can understand that line you dont pass. its so hard to do, but family is all you have at the end other than God. i have so many flaws and i know what to do but how long does it take till i forget? i need to focus even through my low patience, show my brother i do care rather than being blinded by faults. life is so hard at times. its scary to grow up in life.
Dear God,
I pray for unity in my family, life, friends, and everything i do Lord. i pray you can guide me through my problems till the end and that i actually learn something from these rather than just try to get through and forget. Lord i can grow so much as a person through this and i know taht it'll be beneficial to my family if i were to change. God help me get another chance to make my rights, but i need you Lord. I dont want to keep giving up... I love you Lord; Amen...