fellow peers.

what makes us change so much we don't even know who we are? we live our lives one day at a time but the result of such an action leads us to living a life we dont want to live, alters and manipulates the way we act at the end. it makes us so immoral and wrong. all we wanna do is acrimoniously castigate ourselves (2 vocab words i remember after spending an hours on 56 notecards) for things that are just pointless. if you have a problem, why not approach it? why is living life the way you remember so hard? even if we grow up, why is it different to say i'm sorry when we're 16 years old compared to saying it when we're 8? life is such a rollercoaster and you can't ever tell when the culmination of your life will occur, or the epic downfall of it, when will it all of sudden take a sharp left? the power we have to influence one another can do so much good but its so dangerous to have that kind of leverage over someone especially if you know you're one of those people who looks for personal gain and don't know how to express mannerism, or how to be a polite, civil type of person. but then again, God sends has his ways and maybe we don't know what will happen but frick, i've been saying some stuff about friends, but they do affect your life for the better or worse, so picking your friends is something that shouldn't be decided so easily, especially best friends or close friends that stay with you for the rest of your life. I just want to say to someone special to me that i love you and that no matter what we'll always be in eachother's lives somehow.. <3

next one will be longer, i'm unpressure right now! haha ah!