yes yes.

have you ever thought such things as is this worth my time? will i ever be remembered?? do people actually care or is it an act? i usually think that, but not in a emo weird way. i'm happy i have friends and everything, (and i'm not saying i'm perfect no doubt) but idk i feel kinda MIA, or like i'm just unwanted. i'm so anti-social... haha but i mean i guess its my fault for not trying to hang out with people.. but do people want to? i always contradict my own thoughs. hm... but yeah i'm excited to graduate, cuz when i do my life starts to its full potential. no more having to go to school with people who actually don't care, people who care about the weirdest things or think being so cool... is cool. ah idk blah blah. i'm suppose to be doing chem.. chem is depressing i HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE chemistry. AH! and another thing haha, frick you know that feeling wehre you know you love your friends but sometimes you feel like friends just use you as a reference or a tool? frick! thats messed up though.. they're my friends and i should just help them out.. but idk. anyways irrelevant. CHINA!!!!--> its gonna be so different and ahh i cant wait cuz i know i'm going to China for the right reason and right purpose. i mean i <3>hm.. what else, yeah thats it.. idk i'm preoccupied now.. haha byeeeeee