peace and love

this blog has nothing to do with the title... i couldn't think of anything hahaha.
but yeah, its been a long time since i blogged hm. well schools been okay its just school so whatever. but last night i had time to think a little bit. about how selfish, hypocritical, rude, and sometimes idiotic friends and people can be. but then i thought how saying that would make me hypocritical for judging the way people do things what i could possibly doing without noticing at all. my generation is so blinded by personal gain and fortune we never really try to help out others, or think about others.. i wish we all weren't so self centered in our own ways, always just looking out for ourselves no matter how much we dont think we are. but another thought that came was if we are all selfish in our own ways and always try to get farther in life, is there anyone that we can fully trust? which got me to think if i really trusted anyone enough to allow them to know just whatever is on my mind? hm. i feel like i shouldn't tell people but at the same time i want to tell someone. but then thats me being selfish again trying to make sure no one uses what i say against me or try to hurt me in anyway. i miss the old love and carelessness/selflessness we had for one another. makes me think about how much we've grown as a person and what time can really do to a person starting from a new life as an adorable baby, becoming old graduating high school and later on getting married with a career starting the cycle again. idk where i'm going with this but the point i guess i need to start changing in order for others to kinda change too? i think.. haha but yeah we all need to be more selfless, as well as myself. yeah...... hm haha, bye